Can it be a new beginning? Will it be a new beginning? It’s all up to what you actually do, consistently, not some ritual or plan.
Take the deadlines seriously. In fact, tenaciously.
Be patient. It took 7 years (and clinical depression) for J.K. Rowling to turn an idea into the first Harry Potter book.
Be patient and selfless.
You can’t be a specialist in every field. You can’t own the whole horizon. Pick your slice and make it perfect.